We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

It Catches My Heart In It's Hands (Selected Works 2005​​​-​​​2019) [Reissued]

by Karloz Manufactura

/
1.
with burning eyes it studies your every move waiting for you to dream all is dark as the power cuts out all is quiet except the wild dog in the distance it moves about looking for a way in suddenly fear consumes you as you realize its standing right behind you
2.
They keep asking for more But time is not the answer And the mind keeps processing the code that your broken frame designs Erase your head To forget the pain Erase your head Through ignited flames Erase your head So you can find your way Erase your head Akin to drowning in the rain Annihilate the memories for The future is not the answer What matters is now The blood of today What matters is now and The blood of today The sacrifice of the heart The torture of decay The decadence of the flesh Another moment awaits When you let yourself be Without the shackles of your brain Your mind will deceive you Your heart will betray you Your body will somehow find a way to fail you Don't suffer in silence
3.
I knew you would leave I know you must run oh reckless child but if you stayed one more night I would find the words to console your reckless heart your reckless mind oh what have you done? The blood on the floor the note on the door oh reckless child All of your messy words describing your needless lies so tragically and the taste of your bitter tears still lingering on my lips still stains my saddened soul where have you gone? you'll never find what you're looking for I guess I've taught you well you finally learned to kill and you do it well oh so well you do it well The blood on the floor the note on the door oh reckless child what have you done?
4.
how cruel the winds of time can be unyielding in their momentum erasing our existence through its indifference in the inevitable ending we must individually face all our hopes, our joys our dreams and our sorrows our downfall it will mean as much as a drop of water crashing against a rock deforming and evaporating without any memoir of its existence as I speak now and while you listen at this very moment all around the world butterflies are dying bees, plants, oceans and even the clouds in the sky are vanishing, dying by our hand like cancer we are in the midst of a fantastic mass extinction and this is our creation, our one true lasting legacy our swan song, our greatest work of art industrialized death for the world and everything in it. and so this moment in time will also fade away discarded by time with its insistent endurance and we become grains of dust and sand scattered to be forgotten, our illusions of grandeur our moral and ethical hypocrisy, our greed and thirst for blood and violence, our dreams of something greater, our hopes for a better world all dead and irrelevant with the movement of time we've have become witnesses to the end of our plight
5.
Haven't you slept enough? haven't you dreamed enough? wake up child take a look around wake up child the world needs it's slave How far did you think you could go in this impudent treacherous world where their truth and lies collide while your eyes are closed and blind in other words they'll keep control over you or nothing at all if you wont submit to be their whore laying down with ignorance lying of your confidence just think the consequence but it wont make sense wake up child look around wake up child the world needs its slave how long did you think you could hide from the majesty and splendor of crime from the destitute decency of our time we're just like swine
6.
Through the ill fated night at the our of our plight as the illusion takes hold and the rain falls cold just like the poison in your veins I take hold of your chains and we can get lower my bittersweet lover and we can get lower my underground lover our skin intertwines like the powder in the lines set forth in our blood and erased by the flood hour by hour the little pleasure we devour
7.
I remember the silence you kept every word that you could never say desires you kept from your heart and as every year goes by I question how far we might be from being the light and the fire without the denial that we once were that we once were the end's never certain nor clear for someone like you or like me no matter how far time descends and removes itself from our grasp from our reach from our dreams that we once shared that we once shared If you close your eyes and remember my name remember my kiss then you might see what you were meant to be so now that we've come to depend on thoughts and the memories of us our past and our future become the present just like we once were like we once were
8.
I've given in to your design I'm fading deep in the distance to want no more to feel no less every moment counts the same every breath gets me higher and I close my eyes to see your brightness to see your truth to feel your lips move so this is to feel alive all of this desire dance in my eyes all the world's on fire but you're in my arms as close as we will get to paradise and I will never hold the keys to your dreams no I will never hold the keys to your dreams
9.
There is a way of being That can not be bought can not be learned can not be attained can not be experienced Or imitated Or imitated It is simply a way that some were born As self manifestations And while others admire, some learn to resent while the ignorant reject as normal Be who you are Be what you are Don't try to mimic What you could never be. Become the flesh You desire Become the slave You desire Become the pain You desire Because it's real As all desires Must be Here and now Not in your dreams But in your soul
10.
The poisoned serpent came so naturally all I could do was stare and hope it wont kill me waiting lying floating always swimming to feast on its prey
11.
I remember everything I write to let go I write to be clean but words will never stop what I could never be everything's changed but I remain the same because I know who I am and what I've become you see I'm a puddle of poison that others need to drink from every now and then they all come and they all go they want to learn whats lurking inside to make themselves feel and go on with their lives they place their dreams their hopes, their fears their hearts on my hands to see what will happen to see how it ends everything's changed but I remain the same a lost little boy with a knife in its hands tears in his eyes and blood on his clothes I gave them fair warning I told them the truth but they never listen and they never learn until its too late and you you, like the rest of them say I've changed do you think I don't know the way the blood flows? learn from the lesson grow with much strength everything's changed but I remain the same you never let me down I knew what was to come as it always does so thanks for the memories and thanks for the words go now and become one of them everyone changes but I remain the same
12.
To Live or Die In Los Angeles Where Magick & Dreams Turn to fire
13.
Eviscerate the dream And desecrate the lies Of the rape and murder Of reason Our hearts attack And our brains are cleansed The human tragedy With such vulgar display Of desperation And expiration Entwined forever on this godforsaken restless world Our thoughts collide and our spirit Expands
14.
15.
Sudden misplacements In the vastness of nothingness Slight glitch in the code Gives us insight into other worlds We are counterfeit creatures of the light For its within the depths of dark matter That defines who we are what we are Turn your back on the indoctrination Realize that we've all become victims To ulterior motives of the impostors of love What they promise is cliches they promise thoughts and prayers from religion created by unpure men to control ignorant men And if this world defines us For who we really are Then it must be cruelty It must be savagery It must be putrid greed and avarice
16.
Step outside into the nights embracing light surrender your fear and quiet your mind step away from your pain there's comfort in the rain and all is not lost there's so much more to feel in the path still to come the future is not written yet run free run wild run into the mystery any second now what you thought was lost finds it way back home the way its meant to be and if you have regrets do away with them they're all useless now the magic's on its way
17.
So you want to live And you don't want to die But you have to die So you can truly live All you want is pleasure And you don't want pain But without real pain There is no true pleasure And you crave what you want But never what you need But without what you need You'll never know what you really want And you should open your eyes And yet you close your heart But you need to feel What you cannot see

about

Misanthropy much like darkness comes in many different shades and flavors. What lies ahead is a mysterious journey through various elements of dark electronic music. Karloz Manufactura, the producer behind Broken Fabiola and Manufactura returns to his self titled dark ambient spoken word project. This time offering new music along side a stunning collection of some of his various projects. The music presented spans over 90 minutes of a wide selection of merged genres and musical styles all under a comforting yet ominous cloud of darkness. From industrial soundscapes and rhythms, to IDM tinged melodies, ambient drones, power electronics and analog spoken word pieces to post-punk, shoe gaze guitar, synthwave and hard techno beats. Featuring 3 bonus hand selected, rare and hard to find remixes of Converter, Claire Voyant & Urusai. These long sought after remixes have been remastered and available for free as bonus tracks to this incredible collection.

This release is dedicated to David Lynch & Charles Bukowski

credits

released October 27, 2023

Recorded in Los Angeles, Seattle, Germany & Miami 2005-2019

All songs written & produced by Karloz.M

Produced @ Magnetic Divination Studios, Hollywood, CA.

Additional production and vocals on 01 by Amoreena Stout
Additional production on 16 & 08 by Steven Ward (Her Blood In My Veins)
18 Original track by Converter / Remixed by Manufactura
19 Original track by Claire Voyant / Remixed by Manufactura
20 Original track by Urisai / Remixed by Broken Fabiola

Mastered by Auricle Media

Artwork, layout and design by Art|Ma

Photography by David Lynch & Karloz.M

Album title by Charles Bukowski

Published by Auricle Media

Released by Auricle Media © 2019

for more information on Karloz Manufactura:
facebook.com/Manufactura.Music

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Manufactura Los Angeles, California

✚ Uploads from the vault every month ✚

Producer, musician, remixer, designer and poet Karloz.M various musical projects and collected works from Manufactura, Broken Fabiola, Stranger Dreams, Dreamscape Invocation, Marred, Exiisum, and many more. ... more

contact / help

Contact Manufactura

Streaming and
Download help

Redeem code

Report this album or account

Manufactura recommends:

If you like It Catches My Heart In It's Hands (Selected Works 2005​-​2019) [Reissued], you may also like: